well. do i have to change the name of the blog now?
on june 27th (my daughter’s fourth birthday) i was laid-off from the fci along with approximately 25 other people. the president stepped down. it was like there had been an attack. people were walking around sobbing looking dazed and bewildered.
so for the first time in my wine/management career, i had the opportunity to really look at what i wanted to do. my first instinct was beverage director.
one week after being laid-off, i got an offer to step in as the general manager/beverage director for a small restaurant in the west village. it was a temporary offer for about a month of work. i took it, but was already in the interview process for another position at a large restaurant on 5th avenue. i felt trapped at the west village place. felt like it wasn’t the right fit. so i took the 5th avenue restaurant offer when it was given. that offer was for a beverage director position which is what i thought i wanted. i felt trapped at the 5th avenue restaurant. felt like it wasn’t the right fit. wait…..maybe…..restaurants weren’t the right fit anymore. so after 3 weeks of training, i made the impossible decision to resign from my bev director position basically retiring from restaurants overall.
20 years of working in restaurants done. long hours. late nights. done. i missed it immediately. but it is the right decision.
i did not leave without any future. i am staying in wine. i took a position as a sales rep for a small italian/french portfolio.
i think i should keep the name as my 20 years of restaurants will live on inside me as my lost third child.




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